very vera.

These past few days have been goign to SGH for cip:D Haha cip has never passed faster. I think I laughed for 72hours straight because kim was so cartoon. Today when she wasn’t there in the morning, 15min felt like half an hour): then she came and i was happy. I laughed at the randomness and most stupid things. And today on the train, kim pointed out this guy that looked like a spy, then I said yeah he does. 15sec later, we realised that we were talkign about different people. I’m like laughign to myself as i’m typing like this. And there was ALI BABA (i don’t get what’s so funny, but I find it hilarious) and we had PILL PACKING COMPETITIONS! (don’t whisper under your breathe ‘lame’. we were really bored) Hahaha and we didnt really like Mr Koh): He stole our errands from us. I bet he wanted to go in a cab. poohhhhhh. Then on the 2nd day at the mrt gilda spotted us. All 3 of us got a shock la! Suddenly there was this person squealling (sp?) towards us-.- And she was wearing a…an apron. Or what looked like an apron anyway. YAY I LOVE CIP WITH KIM AND AISHAH:D

…3hours later… (yes there was about a 3+hour difference between the top and what’s about to follow)

Just watched sound of music:D Yay it’s a very good show. I loved it when I was young, and i still love it now(: But I realise that when they do have actual conversation, they’re always muttering or mumbling. So I don’t know what they’re saying-.- I think the butler is bad, my sister doesnt think so. Maybe it’s just bad acting. But I love sound of music:D Makes me happy when i watch it. Haha yay it’s a happy day for a happy person:D Oh yes, the “What is the opposite of understand” thing is what kim said. Not that I’m surprised these kind of things come out from her mouth. And yes I spent at least a good 5min at least laughing over it:D

It’s quite weird. Most people actually have many sides to them, so I guess the saying ‘There’re two sides to a coin.’ doesn’t really apply, because there’re so many sides of ourselves that we present. One to a close friend, one to a parent, one to a sibling, one to an enemy, one to a teacher, one to another teacher, etc…(you get the idea) I wonder if there needs to be all these different shades of one person. I wonder if one day, you can just be so pure, so simple, that you don’t need this curtain to veil the other sides of you. Perhaps when that day comes, we’ll find out that it ain’t that good after all. Perhaps we’ll find out that tactfulness works for some, while others need that straight-in-the-face kind of approach. Perhaps we’ll find that we cannot speak our true feelings, lest we hurt someone. Ah well, if that day comes, I’ll probably be 90 and have one foot in my grave already. Just a random thought(: Because I realise that perhaps, I’ll never get to see the other sides of my closest friends, maybe I’ve never really known them at all, after all these years. Maybe what I’ve been seeing is just a facade for the ugly truth?

Well I feel very inspired now to be true to myself and speak only the truth. But after talking about all these things, yet, I know that I won’t be able to be 100% honest. It just won’t work, and it won’t improve relationships. Perhaps for some, but not all. White lies maybe?

On a lighter note, enrichment has been pretty… enriching, shall I say? Haha it ain’t bad, quite fun actually because we get to talk(: Yes I love talking. A little drama today to spice things up. My stupid partner-.- steal me mian, shake my mian, disrupt the eating of my mian. Made my whole mouth oily because you kept shaking me and I couldn’t eat properly): Pooh.

My sister’s being really ridiculous and paranoid and stupid): She’s still waiting outside her room, shining the torchlight around, looking for the lizard that she saw 1/2 and hour ago. It’s getting irritating, demanding my dad to check it. It’s the 4th or 5th time she’s asking him to check under her bed-.- A lizard doesnt stay at one spot for 1/2 and hour. Tabuleh tahan. She’s 26 by the way.

Oh mannn! Went for ptd on saturday and felt really weird cos I was the one of the minority who wasn’t wearing uniform. But that’s not the point. Did badly for my English): And my Lit): And i want to take full Lit. Oh dear. My mum’s interesting. SHE VOLUNTEERED ME TO BE A PREFECT-.- She told Mrs Khong “Actually she’ll like to be a prefect.” I could have fainted right there and then. Seriously I was stumped. I think my mum thinks I’ll like to be a prefect. Oh no. Then I was talkign to shan, then I said maybe by the end of the session she would have forgotten about it. Shan said that she thinks she’ll tell Mr Teo. Wth. She’s very amused by my mum just as I am.

Lit test. Aishah almost scared me to death. She wrote 2pages=4sides. I wrote half of that. I thought Ms Chua said 1.5sides will do and i wrote 2sides. Then I thought maybe she meant 1.5PAGES. So I called about 5 people, none of which picked up. Oh man what’s the phone for if you don’t pick it up?! I’m digressing. But yes i freaked out. Then I had another screaming match with shan. She was screaming about sarah cheong while I was screaming about my lit test-.- She was saying something about how she talked to her and laughed with her and she whacked her and then laughed some more and something else. Interesting how she can spend just one whole hour talking about her. She’s obsessed over sarah cheong while i’m obsessed over lit. See the difference? Maybe that means that I’m a deeper and more profound person than her. Because I don’t quite see the point in senior idolisation. Therefore I don’t idolize any seniors. I think I digress too much. But I like digressing. It allows me to talk more. And Jien knows the best how much I like talking. I have a strong feeling she wasn’t exactly listening to me while I was rambling on the phone to her about stuffs. Right Jien?

Haha can you see the effort I’m making in speaking proper English and not talking about purposeless things like that first yellow shirt I got that day? Yes I feel very proud of myself having gotten my first yellow shirt. Anyone who knows me know that I absolutely hate yellow. Haha yes something must have come over me on Saturday when I got my first yellow shirt(: It’s from fcuk and there was a 50% discount:D I see I’m back to talking about silly, random things. It’s good for the heart and soul. Be light-hearted and cheerful. It makes living a whole lot easier(: (Sense the cheem-ness i’im trying to exude?)

OH OH OH YES I LOVELYNNIE. AND MEL (who had scary eyes) AND WENNIE (who ‘exclaimed’ with me when the splinter popped in the lab):D and yes AISHAH who pigged out with me at macs and my DUMDUM PARTNER (i found out that in OMAM, Curley’s wife called Lennie a dumdum) who played the plastic-bag-kicking-game with me(: haha. 

He drops his suitcase by the door
She knows her daddy won’t be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryna hold back time to keep him holding on
And she says

Daddy Daddy don’t leave
I’ll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can’t you see how much I need you

Daddy Daddy don’t leave
Mommy’s saying things she don’t mean
She don’t know what she’s talking about
Somebody hear me out

Father listen
Tell him that he’s got a home and he don’t have to go
Father save him
I would do anything in return
I’ll clean my room
Try hard in school
I’ll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

Now she hasn’t slept in weeks
She don’t want to close her eyes cause she’s scared that he’ll leave
They tried just about everything
It’s getting harder now
For him to breathe
And she says

Daddy Daddy don’t leave
I’ll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can’t you see how much I need you

Daddy Daddy don’t leave
The doctors are saying things they don’t mean
They don’t know what they talking about
Somebody hear me out

Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he’s got a home and he don’t have to go (don’t have to go)
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I’ll clean my room
Try hard in school
I’ll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

Please don’t let him go (don’t let him go)
I’m begging you so (I’m begging you so)
need to open his eyes
need a little more time
To tell him that I love him more
than anything in the world
is daddy’s little girl

Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he’s got a home and he don’t have to go (don’t have to go)
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I’ll clean my room
Try hard in school
I’ll be good
I promise you
Father, Father

She was Daddy’s Little Girl

cheryl was playing it today. i found the song so familiar. then i realised. this was the really touching video that i watched just last week. watched it 4 times, and everytime i teared. i know it’s gonna be mother’s day, and i love my mummy(: but to commemorate this really lovely and thoughtful video, i love my daddy too(:

i was reading jien’s sister’s blog(: haha quite cool. and when i read her blog, i realised how shallow-ly i blog. it’s all so superficial and literal that i can’t stand it): maybe i should try to do it from a different angle or perspective or something. and i realise every time i blog, it’s about blogging. i’ll comment on everything from how i blog, to how i hate blogging, to how i’m actually blogging, to how… point taken i hope. it’s getting irritating. pooh.  

we were researching on art during english. ahem. interesting art work we found-.- i found the one that wennie found especially… disturbing. i think i’m starting to ‘appreciate and understand’ art works. especially the nude descending the staircase one. cheryl and i took so long to find it. but we did in the end. ms chao helped us find the nenepok. haha. i hope that irritating partner of mine forgets what i said. if not it’d be the embarrassment of my life.

on a randomer note, i think my left calf is especially vulnerable to mosquitos for some reason.

it’s kind of weird. i can remember thinking so many times everyday how i can blog about this, or that, but now as i sit down in from of the computer, i can’t seem to recall anything worth blogging. except this which is kind of redundent. and i’m sick of blogging about blogging. which i remember saying a few paragraphs ago.

my mummy went shopping today and bought pretty ninewest wedges:D it’s really pretty. really expensive too. then she said that we’ll go shopping on saturday(: long time since i’ve gone shopping. although i’ll probably be shopping in hongkong like crazy and my dad’ll just sit at all the seats while my sister my mum and i shop(: but to take a break from this cycle of school, home, school, home, school home … maybe once a week i go out for dinner/breakfast. but you get my drift. i’m sick of it. 17more days. tgij anyone? (thank god it’s june, yes i know it’s lame but what do you expect to come out from this person who’s this bored?!) i’ll say it on 30th may at the stroke of midnight(: oh yes i have one for december too:D

oh yes going for vj and acjc choir concert. actually i was only supposed to go for vj but my dear charlotte and rachel toh persuaded me to go for acjc too, thus making my $10 poorer. ah… OH OH OH OH. I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT:D but it’s a really really embarrassing thing): racheltoh, char, jien, sylv and i (anyone else?) were crossing the zebra crossing outside the dance studio, then racheltoh was actually holding on to the lyrics so that she could belt out the songs with us since we’re pro and have already memorised them(: THEN, i shouted quite loudly, “YOU LOSER”. then guess what. 3 cjc guys who were jogging past us(don’t ask me what were they doing in sc compounds jogging-.-) stared at me. oh mannnn. I’M SO SORRY IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THOSE 3 CJC JOGGING GUYS WHO WERE JOGGING AT SCGS AT AROUND 6 ON TUESDAY 8TH OF MAY AND SOMEONE SHOUTED YOU LOSER. IT WASN’T REFERRING TO YOU. (yeah what’re the chances of one of those 3 people actually reading this?! but it’s the thought that counts.) oh no oh no oh no.

i think i should try blogging properly. like caps at the start of sentences, proper commas, et cetera (i feel proud knowing how to spell etc(: how many people actually know how to spell it?! i didnt until like last year:D).

this has been a really long post and i feel proud of myself:D

you think you’re the world, ___ ___ ___ ___.

YAY EBTP! hahahah i like the dancing one by 4dg(: and LITING  was fantastic! haha yay i love you junior! some cheetah girl you are(:

went for ebtp last night and i shouldnt even have gotten the last min tickets la! i could have just snuck in. pooh. and jien took cool artistic shots(: go to her blog to see. http://www.paperrrcut-.blogspot.com (yay jien i’m promoting your blog) and CHARLOTTE is my VOLCANO and i am her LAVA:D cos after choir charlotte started calling me her LOVER, but she made it sound like LAVA, so i said she was my VOLCANO! hahhaha oh man. and i made me her phone wallpaper:D then i bet her by next week it’d be changed. then she said it’d be changed by tmr-.- but nvmind i can proudly declare myself as her wallpaper for a day:D we were outside the audi after the thing and it was dark and cool and bouncy(:

rachel, sylv, char, me. i was chewing jellybeans, and jien took a photo-.- that’s why i look retarded.

my volcano proposing to me(:

liting! haha(:

jien and me! and yes my uniform was puffy):

my volcano!

char, me, jien

ps. mayann you were missed!